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Dont forget!

*I love Kevin*

Howdy!  Wells, today kinda sucked somewhat mainly cuz i didnt get to see kevin...but that's ok.  I had to go to work tonight.  Work was alright.  I got to work on Memory Care, which is my favorite unit to work on, and it wasnt too bad.  One of the residents died tho...so that wasnt too good. 

Yesturday i rode memphis for an hour, then i spent about another hour washing him (or attempting to) which was crazy!  He did do a lot better than he did the last time i tried to wash him.  This time he finally quit fighting me and started to be still, so we're making progress!  The other hour that i spent there was just all the brushing and walking him dry and stuff like that.  He was purdy after i was done with him!  He was just so muddy.  He likes to roll in the mud, lolz.  But get this, after i washed him and dried him and made him all purdy, as soon as i let him back out in the pasture, what did he do?  He rolled around on the ground again!  Goodness!  But that's just the way my little baby cakes is!  I love him so much!  I'm gonna go see him tomorrow since i'm not workin.  Kevin better not be workin either dang it.  Yesturday he had to go up to Todd's and mow his yard and then work on a lawnmower again.  Geeez!  I'm not seeing him much now since he's mowing with Todd again.  He had to work again tonight too, so he better not be tomorrow....even tho i might be goin to church.  I hope i dont have to cuz it's boring on wednesday nights.  So yeah, yesturday i watched kevin mow and work on a lawnmower...great fun!  Then on the way home, some house exploded on Rock Creek Dairy Rd. so he went on that call, and that made me worry that he would die!  Gosh...i worry about him all the time now cuz he goes on those dangerous calls with lots of fire.  He loves it tho.  He loves fire period!  He can start them with anything, and he can put them out quickly!  I think that's incredibly sexy, but it sure does make me worry about him a lot.  Oh guess what!  I'm goin to Charleston, South Carolina with kevin and his mom and dad, and greg and carla!  We're leaving this friday afternoon and comin back sunday afternoon.  It's his cousin's wedding.  But get this, his mom and dad dont care if me and kevin share a room together!!  Holy crap!  That's crazy stuff tho aint it.  We're sharing a shower..and a bed...and all that stuff. I know what yall are thinkin...we're gonna "do it" but nooo we're not.  Unlike a lot of people, we can control ourselves b/c we've been in those situations a lot and we didnt.  But i'm excited tho!  I just cant believe my parents are letting me go.  It must be the whole "i'm 18" thing.  Oh yeah, dont tell my parents that me and kevin are sharing a room, lolz.  They dont need to know that!  Cuz as far as they know, we're not! 

Ok wells, i'm gonna go to bed now cuz i'm quite tired.  So i'll say somethin later on!

*I love Kevin*

Hey guys.  Well my party went great!  I got a new phone (not a nextel, oh well) and it's nice, and lots of money and some shirts and stuff.  So it was nice.  Kevin and his family came, and derek and lauren, and jacob and jessica, and jessica's family, and billy and marla and their kids and some others.  So it was fun!  Kevin ate too much so he didnt feel really good for the rest of the night, lolz.  We went to drew's house after my party and jeremy and julia were there.  I only had a little bit of alcohol....but i mixed liquor with beer...and it kinda made me feel wierd, lolz.  It made my heart race to like 120 per minute, and if you know that a normal pulse is about 65 to 75 beats a minute then you know that mine was kinda high, lolz.  But it was cool, i didnt drink that much.  Oh yeah, kevin got me some earrings that was a matching set with my necklace that he got me for valentines day.  They are very nice!  lolz, he also got me a belly button ring, for when i go get that done.  I dont know when i'll do it tho.  I'm about to go to the mall pretty soon and get my second holes in my ears.  Saturday, me and kevin finally went up to the lake where my parents have our camper and our boat.  Jacob and jessica went too and we cooked out.  Then me and kevin went back to his place and rubbed lotion all over his back and gave him a back rub....oooh la la!  Hehe, yeah i was bein sweet that day.  I kept drawin faces on his back and stuff tho, lolz.  Then he rolled over and i drew another face on his chest and then i put dots all over him..including his face, lolz.  It was hilarious!  So yeah, that was fun.

Yesturday was fun, lolz.  Wells, i went to kevin's house after church and then derek and lauren came over cuz we were all gonna go to Dick's sporting goods to look at fishin rods and stuff, so i drove kevin and derek and lauren took derek's truck.  Wells, we met at church and derek and lauren just rode with me in the back of my car.  That was so fun cuz they were so scared that i was gonna wreck!  Every time they told me to turn somewhere, i'd do it quick and not look and they would freak out and stuff, but i really did look they just couldnt tell.  But yeah, that was fun.  Then we went to church, and kevin was just being so sweet to me the rest of that night and we just had so much fun cuz we went to wendy's and him and derek were being so stupid!  On the way back, kevin was all cuddly to me and just bein real sweet!  I love it when he's in those moods.  Ok wells, i'm gonna go now so i'll say somethin later on.

*I love Kevin*

Hey guys!  Guess what?  It's my birthday!!!  yAy!  I'm finally 18.  I tell you what, i've been waiting for this day to come so long.  I remember when i was sayin that i would be moving out when i turn 18 b/c i hate my parents and their stupid rules.  I dont think that'll be happening b/c then i wont be able to pay for college and all that.  Plus, i'm happy right now with everything.  Yesturday was fun.  Jeremy's grandmaw died and her funeral was today and i got all my community service hours in with Janice (kevin's mom) by folding the bulletins and helpin out with everything.  I went to the mall first to get me somethin nice to wear to it and i met kevin up there for lunch with his other friend kevin, lolz.  Then i went down to the church with janice around 3:30 and the funeral was at 5:30 and kevin finally got there at 6 when he got off work and we ate and stuff.  Then we all decided to go ride the fourwheelers!  I love it when we all ride the fourwheelers cuz it's so freakin fun.  Julia and jeremy rode on theirs, carla and greg on theirs, me and kevin on jim's, and drew and jade on theirs.  It was so fun cuz it was at night and we were goin on all these trails back on kevin's million acres of land, and we just had a blast.  It got quite muddy too, lolz....great fun!  Drew got stuck in a mud hole (what a shock) and we had to pull him out and there was mud everywhere.  I cant wait til we do it again!  The day before yesturday we all rode, and they all decided to chase this possum and run over 5,000 times and not kill it, which was very sad, and all the girls agreed at that.  Kevin was runnin over it (with me on the back you see) and they all thought it was hilarious!  The possum was playin possum...and they thought it was dead and then it got back up again and started runnin away and kevin ran over it again....gosh.  Made me wanna cry.  But anyways, i had fun.  Kevin's family took me to wholly guacomolly sunday night and they got the people to sing happy birthday to me, and they took a picture of me and kevin and he is so freakin cute!  My picture doesnt look to good, but his sure does, cuz he's doin that little half smile thing that he always does that makes me just wanna go "awwww" cuz he's so cute! lolz, but anyways i'm gonna put it on my website thingy so yall can see it. Ok wells i'm gonna go now, cuz i hafta go to work...doesnt that suck?  Workin on my birthday...geez....

*I love kevin*

Hey guys!  Me and kevin are doing splendid, lolz.  We've spent lots of time together lately, so that's nice.  He got me somethin for my birthday, actually 2 things he said.  He's gonna give one of them to me on friday and the other one on saturday!  He told me that i'll really like it, a lot.  His check from where he works was like $641 or somethin like that and now he only has $400 now....and that made me wonder.  I said "you only have $400 now?" and then he just smiled at me.  I was like "oh no you didnt!"  I cant believe that boy....i wonder what he's gone and done!  But one of the things he got me, i obviously cant open in front of everybody at my birthday thingy....so i wonder what it might be.  I'm excited tho.  I think my parents might be gettin me a Nextel phone!!  I will be a very happy little girl (or rather, "legal adult" now, lolz)!  I hope they got me one.  Anyways...my birthday is in 2 days!!  Too bad i hafta work on my birthday, lolz, but the little party thingy is on friday.  The party mainly consists of family, so i didnt really invite my friends, lolz....so dont get mad that i didnt invite you, it was just b/c i'm havin it at grandmaw's house and it's mainly just my family. Derek rode me on his motorcycle the other day, and it was fun.Well anyways...i'm gonna go do somethin else, so i'll say somethin later on.

*I love Kevin*